im getting em :]
yesss.
im so happie. daddy's gonna buy em fer me.
i went shoppg ytd.
spent alot of money.. ($200+) in jus like 1 hr.. golly, my hard earned money is flushed..
owell :]
the good part was tt i had jo to carry my "baggage"
alot of bags baby..
and i saw jo's mom..
aft so long- i freaked :x
gaga* i wasnt expecting to meet her..
she was so scary in my eyes.
eveil mummy.. not tt shes evil or wot.. shes jus so scary a woman to comprehend. im freaked..
and honestly, im still shocked.
yet again, seeing his mom signified sth. but yet again, somehow i din want tt significance.
alright, i wanted to give him up.
cos i feel i cant have him.
how shit i hate tt sorta feelg.
everytime im ready to give up and let go, he gives me hope.
seems like hes giving me hope (not false ones)
but somehow, abit scared..
ive got like a tickg time bomb fer my studies. im so stressed.. ok, i shall hypnotise myself to a state tt im not stress at all. but aft wot the doc said.. o gosh* forget it!
see the time line..
im gone..
bye ppl.. im super screwed..
my heart flutters at the mention of ur name.. why?
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